The old man entered the lighting store very carefully.
For poor Reb Shraga, it was a miracle he had even made
it. He had shuffled through the cold, slushy Toronto streets
to reach the store. He pushed open the heavy glass doors and
gingerly made his way in. He could barely walk and hardly
see. He wore a battered old gray hat, a drab coat, scuffed
shoes. His head was bent down as he watched each step
through his thick bifocals, groaning at the slightest rise
in the floor.
From time to time he looked up just to see which way he
was walking. Above and around him was a forest of elegant
crystal chandeliers, lamps, and illuminated mirrors. The
price tags that hung down from the chandeliers read five
hundred, two thousand, four thousand dollars.
"Meshugah," he muttered to himself. "Der gantz velt iz
meshugah! Four thousand dollars for one lamp! My
goodness!"
There was a sale in the store, and it was packed. Three
thousand dollar chandeliers could be had for just two
thousand, thousand dollar lamps for just six hundred
dollars. The store hummed with eager customers. Shraga
shuffled along aimlessly, hoping that somebody would take
note of him, but all the salespeople were occupied. He
stopped, waited, peered around, shuffled on some more. It
was a huge store, and people swept past him as if he was a
rock in the river.
"I need help," he muttered to himself. Hardly looking up,
he yelled out in his high-pitched voice, "Could someone here
please help me? I want to buy something!"
Everyone stared in his direction, and immediately an
embarrassed employee dropped what he was doing and ran to
the disheveled old man.
"Can I help you, sir?"
"I want...want to buy a lamp," Shraga said. Because of
his infirmity he spoke with a slight stammer.
"Yes, and what kind of lamp do you need?"
"For a desk. I read at my desk, and I need a good light
-"
"No problem. We have an excellent selection."
The clerk led Reb Shraga through the elegant store to the
desk lamp section, where dozens of beautiful desk lamps were
displayed - traditional, modern, brass, glass, halogen,
Mickey Mouse.
"Do you see something you like?" he asked.
Shraga lifted his head and peered around. "Yes, yes, I
see. Very nice. Now, here's the thing, I need something in
the seventeen-dollar range."
"I beg your pardon?" asked the clerk.
"Seventeen dollars. I managed to scrape together
seventeen dollars from my pension check. What do you have
for that price?"
The clerk stepped back in shock. "Seventeen dollars? Sir,
all our lamps start at ninety-nine dollars, reduced from two
hundred! Seventeen dollars? We have nothing at that price!"
Reb Shraga persisted. "Listen. I came all the way to
Avenue Road. I'm an old man. I can't walk. I can hardly see.
It's cold outside. I need a lamp to study my books. Do me a
favor, please. Find me a little something, a little lamp.
Plain, nothing fancy. A lamp, a bulb."
"But I'm telling you, our lamps start at a hundred
dollars. There's nothing here at that price."
"There has to be! Such a big store. Let me speak to the
owner."
"Impossible! He's in the back. It's our biggest sale day.
He's swamped."
"Just for a minute, please. Let me talk to him! I can't
stay here all day."
The clerk shook his head in frustration. The disheveled
old man with his bewhiskered face and stained coat was as
out of place in Lampton Fine Lighting as a rusty Ford in a
swank Lincoln showroom.
Shraga looked up and pleaded, "Please, show me his
office."
The old man looked so lost and pathetic that the clerk
took pity on him and led him to Mr. Lampton's office,
knocking politely. They waited a few minutes. Finally, the
door swung open. A lanky young man, barely in his thirties,
gazed from the clerk to Shraga, a look of bewilderment on
his face. He held a cell phone in one hand, and a sheaf of
papers in the other. Despite the elegance of the store, he
was dressed casually in an open sports shirt.
"What's happening, Ken?" he asked.
"Sorry to bother you, Mr. Lampton, but this gentleman
insisted on speaking to you. I'm sorry, I know you're
busy...."
"It's okay, it's okay." He turned to Shraga, who stared
down to the ground. "How can I help you, sir?"
"I need a lamp, a little desk lamp -"
"No problem, that's what we're here for."
"But here's the problem. I'm an old man. I'm not well. I
saved up seventeen dollars from my pension. Maybe you have a
lamp for me. Please!"
"I already explained that all our lamps start at one
hundred dollars," Ken interrupted.
Lampton kept on staring at the old man. "Ken, it's okay.
Go back on the floor. I'll see to this gentleman myself."
The clerk hurried off. "Why do you need the lamp?" the
owner asked Shraga.
"I live in a small apartment. There are books that I
read. I have trouble seeing, even with the lights on. I need
a good light. Please, maybe you can help me."
The owner was moved by the old man's predicament. "Just
wait a minute." He hurried back to his desk to put down his
papers and phone and returned a moment later. "Look, the
clerk was telling the truth. There's nothing in the showroom
for less than a hundred. But come with me. We'll go back to
the storeroom. Maybe there's a damaged model or something."
Shraga rubbed his chin. "I don't know. Damaged doesn't
sound so good. Maybe you have something good, even if it's
small."
"You know what, I'll take you back there with me. You can
see yourself if we have anything you like."
Slowly the two made their way past the bustling crowd of
customers and clerks, through the forest of chandeliers and
luxurious lamps, and approached a small back door. Lampton
swung it open and held it for the old man. "Come on."
Slowly Shraga entered a twilight world. Unlike the
brightly lit, elegant showroom, the stockroom was dim and
chilly, with rough wood flooring that rose and dipped
unevenly. A small window high along one wall let in a beam
of pale light. "Oy, oy vaiz mir!" Shraga whimpered.
"What's the matter?" Lampton asked.
"The floor. It's crooked. I can't see to walk. I'm afraid
I'll fall."
Instinctively, the young man took Shraga's hand in his
and led him gently. They marched through a canyon of
shelving packed with shipping crates that reached to the
ceiling. A gloomy stillness reigned over the room; only the
sound of Shraga's shuffled step broke the silence. They
could have been a thousand miles from Avenue Road.
Suddenly a strong gust of wind blew open the small window
with a bang, letting in a cold breeze.
"Sorry about that," Lampton apologized. He led the old
man to the back, where a cluster of forlorn lamps stood on a
shelf, explaining, "We sometimes set aside lamps that have
scratches or defects. They work fine, but we don't sell them
- it would hurt our image."
"A lamp is a lamp," snorted Shraga.
Lampton stepped away and began searching the shelves for
a suitable lamp. "What size do you want?" he asked.
"Small, very small," Shraga responded. "My table is very
small. I have no room."
Lampton inspected the lamps, lifting them one by one.
"Why do they keep on sending me these broken pieces?" he
grumbled. He lifted a large Tiffany lamp and was about to
return it when something caught his eye.
"What's this?" he asked, puzzled.
"Did you find anything?" Shraga asked.
Lampton extracted a small lamp, hardly more than ten
inches high. It was unusually light, but so brightly
burnished that it shone like real gold. He had never noticed
this lamp before. It was shaped like a candlestick, with a
socket that only fit a thin chandelier bulb. It was
peculiarly etched, in a style that Lampton had never seen
before. Intrigued, he turned it over to see its origin. But
there was nothing, no price, no label. He examined the lamp
carefully. He did not like having an item that he knew
nothing about. He certainly hadn't ordered it. He inspected
the lamp carefully to see what defect caused it to be set
aside. But it was flawless - perfect! The lamp was an utter
mystery.
"I found you a lamp," he announced victoriously. He held
it up for the old man to see. "How do you like it?"
In the darkness Shraga could barely make it out. "Listen,
a lamp is a lamp. It's not too big, that's good. I'll take
it."
Lampton led Shraga carefully back to the showroom. He
watched the old man haltingly set toe to heel until they
left the little backroom. Lampton fitted a chandelier bulb
into the lamp and placed it delicately into a large shopping
bag. He escorted Shraga to the doorway.
"Wait, I haven't paid you yet," the old man protested.
"How much do I owe you?"
Lampton waved his hand. "Don't worry. You'll pay me next
time."
"What do you mean, 'next time'?" Shraga cried in his
high-pitched voice, again causing everyone to stare. "I
bought something, I have to pay. Look, I have money,
seventeen dollars."
"Listen, Mr. ..."
"My name is Shraga."
"Mr. Shraga. I don't even know where it came from or what
we paid for it. Just use it with our best wishes."
Shraga shook his head. "Look, I can't do a mitzvah and
not pay something."
"Do a what?"
"A mitzvah. You never heard of a mitzvah? I'm a Jew, you
know."
"I'm also Jewish," the owner answered.
Shraga stared up at him in astonishment. "You're Jewish
and you don't know what a mitzvah is?"
"I'll tell you what. You want to pay something? Give me a
loonie." A Canadian dollar coin, he thought, would be most
appropriate for this unusual lamp.
"One loonie? Is that enough?"
"One loonie, that's the price."
Shraga carefully extracted his battered wallet, fished
through the pocket, and extracted a gold loonie. "Here."
As the young man took the coin, Shraga grasped his hand
in his own and held it. "You are a nice young man. What is
your name?"
"Mark - Mark Lampton."
"Mark...Mark.... What is your Jewish name?"
"I don't have a Jewish name - not that I know of."
"A Jewish boy without a Jewish name? What did you say,
your name is Mark? You know what, I'll give you a Jewish
name - Yudel!"
Lampton nodded. "Yudel - I like that."
"And what is your mother's name?"
"Sharon."
"Never mind Sharon. We'll call her Sarah. Your name is
Yudel ben Sarah. Can you remember that?"
"Okay, Yudel ben Sarah."
"Yudel, thank you. You're a nice young man. I just hope
your lamp works.... My eyes are no good, you know."
With that, he lowered his head and, as Mark Lampton held
open the glass door, shuffled out to the cold, snowy
sidewalk of Avenue Road.